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These two sources, both authored by James Ray (the Phantom Texter), offer a poignant reflection on loss. The texts convey the author's feeling of being different. Ultimately, the sources paint a picture of grief, and 10 year struggle.

YouTube part 1: //youtu.be/HspzPltWVY4

10 Years after part 2: //phantomtexter.blogspot.com/2025/05/10-years-after.html

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YouTube part 1: //youtu.be/HspzPltWVY4

10 Years after part 2: //phantomtexter.blogspot.com/2025/05/10-years-after.html